The Trip to Palembo

So.

I'm going to Palembang this Saturday. My paranoid brain gets a lot of things to worry about already, but what worries me the most is the BF.

No, not because I'm afraid that he'll cheat behind my back, not at all :) I'm not that jealous little girl anymore, by the way.

But it's just since there's Saatzi, we've never been apart for too long... It's 3 days the most, and even by that time, we text each other almost all the time. And I've missed him baaaaaaaadddd...

And I'm gonna miss Saatzi too, for sure.. Can I just wake without her sleeping on my arm?

What am I going to do, 9 days without them?

9 days, which I'm sure was going to be some hardest days throughout my life. I'm gonna be told to do this and that - which I totally hate -, and I'm gonna need to spill it out to someone. THE BF, in this case.

I really like talking to him at night, before I go to sleep. He's so relaxing and all, I keep him as long as I can before I feel to tired to talk, THEN he can leave. LoL. During that time, I'll tell him all my worries, interests, memories... just anything.

Then what will I do if I miss him during the 9 days..?

In other side, this could be considered as something good too, actually.

I've been with him too often, that I thought he's gonna be somewhat throw up of being bored with me. A week would be a nice break to tell whether he still want to be with me or not.

Haaahhhh I'm just so paranoid, and just love him too much-___________-..